it's been so long since i've written, i lost sight of the reason i started this space. my idea was writing would clear the air for me. it didn't. my idea was that i would feel better, i often did not. it's not about the words i write, it's about the "place" i'm in when i write. and the place i've been in has not been pleasant, but it's improving. i guess i can say i'm improving, as well. everyone has drama, i just hate the particular drama i'm going thru. catharsis comes in many forms, and i hope to return to a place where writing is cathartic again.

 

cheers.